Seems like forever

It seems like forever that we have been together yet it hasnt been long at all.  He calls me in the morning AND ITS WONDERFUL to hear his extremely sexy voice.   I realize now that he doesnt call me often and if I dont feel close to him its bc I am scared of it in a way.  Yet I am very ready to take the plung all the way and go for it.   I am in love with this man and he is exremely in llove with me.   So what happens when mr wonderful ask you to please not go to lunch with a guy.?( this guy is ONLY a friend)  I find myself not even thinking twice abt it and I cancelled my lunch plans.   I found the one:) TIF  He is very protective and ask me if I have warm clothes on ad he is so gentle loving and caring

Day one begins

As I sit her on my bed wondering what will happen next I realize that its only 9pm and my eyes are heavy.  I cant believe how tierd I  get lately.  So to fill you in a little on whats going on I finally took the plung and went on a dating site.  It was crazy the first night I was just on there to play around bc I was truely bored and wanting some friends.  Well much to my suprize the next night I meet him.  Mr. Wonderful.  I feel wierd about it though bc when we are together everything is fine and wonderful amazing at best.  Yet when we not together I really dont feel that conected to him.  Thus this begins life at 40 LOL